Whoever said that 6 months is a very long time, obviously didn't keep themselves very busy now did they?
It is now approximately 4 months until I graduate and I am FREAKING out!!!! I tell no lie, seriously. I am filled with sadness and uncertainly as I cast my mind to the "future".
I use airquote things to surround the word "future" because of course, that word is open to interpretation. The future could mean an hour from now, a day, or maybe even years from this moment.
I can't quite figure out why I am so against the future...... Maybe it's because this illusion of the present moment is clouding my head and taking over what I know to be real and truthful. Or maybe it's simply because I just flat out don't want to leave, because of the memories I have made and the friends that I have (somehow) managed to keep.
All I know is that when graduation rolls around, I will not feel too awesome about leaving......
I have managed to bring myself to new music....... Well actually, the French teacher at my school gave me some random artists to listen to and I AM IN LOVE!!!!!!!
Not with the teacher before I get an endless lot of weird looks from assorted people, nut with a band she introduced me to. Cocoon. They are freaking AMAZING!!!!! Just sayin'
So with all of this sadness and confusion out of my system, I shall bid you all fare thee well.
until next month, ROCK THE WORLD!!!!
Tessa
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